It's tougher than I had expected

It's always the same question- to compromise or to insist, to change oneself or to change others. I've decided to respect and to love what I chose. However, it's tougher than I'd expected...and there were a bunch of examples, failed ones. Should I hold here for a much greater happiness that is supposed to come, or admit that the mission is indeed impossible and give myself a break? Or can I just forget everything, be back to the root, be completely free? That seems much easier and equally pleasant, isn't it?

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I'm a bit getting used to be plastic in the work... I know I'm still me because that feeling of empty stays  after a loud party.

[食譜] 黃瓜金針拌干豆腐絲

材料乾豆腐兩張
金針磨一把
香菜
小黃瓜
醋
芝麻油
辣椒油
花椒油
白糖
鹽




做法
1.鍋裡燒開水，先把乾豆腐絲扔進去煮兩分鐘，撈出來再把金針磨扔進去煮一分鐘
2.把住過的金針蘑和乾豆腐絲泡在涼水裡沖涼，然後撈出來捏乾水分
3.小黃瓜切絲，香菜切段，拍點蒜末
4.把所有的材料裝盆，灑適量的醋，鹽，白糖，芝麻油，辣椒油，花椒油，攪拌均勻即可。